The hardness held me.
My heart became too heavy
To hold.
My heart fell.
Fell for what feels like eternity.
Still clinging to hope
But being pulled by the hardness.
The hurt.
The violence.
The hardness held me.
The rotten bones grabbed me.
Made me feel rotten.
Made me feel the rotting
Of hope
Of heart
Of healing.
The hardness held me.
The heavy engulfed me.
The hardness held me.
Keeps holding me.
All I did. All I do
Is wait.
The wait. The weight
Gets heavier.
The wait is war.
Within hardness. With the world.
The heavy. The hardness
That holds me.